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This has been a quiet year in here on my part. I did a lot of new things in the world they call real, none of which turned out the way I expected. It wasn't pretty for a while, but then it got better. It got better when I stopped caring so much. I'm not sure that's a valuable lesson. I'm not sure of anything, really. I've never been more adrift in my life, and it seems the current is determined to take me somewhere else, no matter how hard I paddle. This, also, is not something I'm entirely pleased with, but such is this peculiar existence of ours. Still, you can't take the sky from me, as the song goes. Yeah, I'm still a nerd, some things never change.

I'm determined to do better than this in 2015. So, happy New Year to all of you. See you on the other side.

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I set out to test the waters
and push my limits,
but the depths were hungry,
and the limits fluid,
far too close to shore.

All the complexities,
the terror and the pain,
flooded the brain,
drowning the fact
that happiness can only rise
from deep within.

It is your own damn job
to learn how to swim.
So it seems that
as the years go by
like autumn leaves
in snaking rivers,
the sense of distance
is swallowed by the sea.

So it seems that
there are no perfect circles,
only jagged lines
folding on themselves.

So it seems that
a human body
is simply matterless
from violent beginning
to the simple sweetness
of the end.
This has been a quiet year in here on my part. I did a lot of new things in the world they call real, none of which turned out the way I expected. It wasn't pretty for a while, but then it got better. It got better when I stopped caring so much. I'm not sure that's a valuable lesson. I'm not sure of anything, really. I've never been more adrift in my life, and it seems the current is determined to take me somewhere else, no matter how hard I paddle. This, also, is not something I'm entirely pleased with, but such is this peculiar existence of ours. Still, you can't take the sky from me, as the song goes. Yeah, I'm still a nerd, some things never change.

I'm determined to do better than this in 2015. So, happy New Year to all of you. See you on the other side.
I liked it a lot. Did you?
Reality never bends
to human expectation,
it simply does its thing
and becomes the consequences.

At times it blossoms perfecly
in the gardens of our creation,
but when it dies and rots away,
we may have been the poison.

No result is guaranteed,
even when thoroughly tested,
but life is all but barren
without the seed of risk.

And in the end,
strange beauty grows
from feeling things
big enough to break you.

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iMariposa Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks very much for the fave! :love:

Also, please forgive me if this is strange, but I couldn't help telling you that you're very handsome Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you :blush: I don't get that a lot.
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iMariposa Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
That's insane . . .
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copper9lives Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:wave: Hello, and welcome to :iconwrittenexcellence:Thanks so much for joining! :heart: :happybounce:

:pencil: We're delighted to have you aboard! Please see our most recent journal for information about our writing theme of the week!

:pencil: Please take a moment to check out our group information! If you have any comments, questions or suggestions, please either comment on the group's page or :note: the group, and one of the friendly admins will get back to you ASAP!

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jade-pandora Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014
:glomp: Thank you so much for faving my poem, "Paradigm Shift"!
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YouInventedMe Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2013   Writer
thank you for the little yellow star
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Bark Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2013  Professional Writer
Congratulations on being a MOM at Wordsmiths!
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you, Mr. Daily Deviator :D
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pomohippie7 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2013   Writer
We would like to inform you that you have been chosen as one of %Word-Smiths member of the month for October. Come on over and see the feature! And congratulations on such outstanding work.
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Well, happy birthday to me. Because it literally IS my birthday. And thank you!
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pomohippie7 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2013   Writer
Well happy, happy birthday! :cake: :party:
And keep up the good work! :D
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I shall try!
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pomohippie7 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013   Writer
Oh, thank you very much for the watch! :heart:
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I thought I watched you already. This happens all the time for me.
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pomohippie7 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2013   Writer
I do the same thing. Then I'm all like 'What the hell?' :grump:
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avfc4me Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013
So, this is your regularly-scheduled nag, what's your progress?
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It's going pretty well, in the beginning of Chapter 4, 42 pages....
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avfc4me Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013
Bravo!

At SOME point, you're going to have to let someone see it.

*ahem*

Just sayin'...
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah, I've shown it to a couple of close friends, but I gotta admit that I'm feeling quite protective... :)
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avfc4me Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013
by my count, chapter 3 should be nearing the finish line. If this statement is NOT true, sit y'er butt down, pull out a pen [keyboard] an' get to work...

:)

Said with only your best interest at heart.

Well, and mine.
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Technically yes, but I've been out of the country, and I frankly need a bit of vacation. I'll get back on track, though.
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avfc4me Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2013
this is your occasional nag. Get to work!
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neonxaos Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I have now downloaded an app that will nag me about this every day. True story!
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avfc4me Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013
I've been replaced by a robot.
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:iconneonxaos:
neonxaos Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Nothing can replace you. Only supplement.
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