neonxaos

My heart overflows with gratitude to you for the wonderful way that you've been treating me since our breakup. The past months have been truly enlightening, and the gifts that you have given to me have warmed my heart, strengthened my spirit, and broadened my mind. First, I must thank you for ignoring me, especially for passing me straight on the street, staring at your shoes as if you hadn't seen me there, even though I had been walking so close to you that our shoulders would have bumped each other, had there been only a foot's less distance between us. The time without you has forced me to reach within myself for the companionship and enc

Emerging flash of starlight pap between sunset and ocean cap colliding spang into my eyes for once to have me realize not everything becomes a song, and I shall sleep before too long.

Remember what you love, you with sand in your teeth and the feral burn of hunger in your eyes. God sends his regrets. He made you grasping and slow, in a late hour when the wine washed low. Remember what you love. Fall to your knees in the toss and the swell, quell the appetite of the cold black sea. Beg blessings for your home and the salt-sick trees. Reach what lies near: the fat-faced child, the sweet-soft lamb; tether the tantrum, trickle the blood. Offer psalms to what is holy, whisper the name of what you love as it bobs in the bleak mad sea.

I woke with my nails bloody from digging into my palms, with the inside of my skull wallpapered with horrors. Because I dreamt that someone had spoken ill of Christoph Waltz, my heartbeat became erratic and my future self died a few minutes sooner than expected. Someone spoke ill of Christoph Waltz and the distress caused me to make a few minor changes in my day which eventually led to my becoming a millionaire. Because I dreamt someone had spoken ill of Christoph Waltz I could afford to buy the house next to his, but I soon discovered that he likes pulling pranks on his neighbors like lying about which day the garbage gets picke